Understanding My Philosophy
- Jun 7
- 2 min read
My guide to ontology is a fantastic tool for conceptualizing and understanding and is a base for most all of the philosophy I create. Check out this post on it or my youtube channel for more. It is just a tool though.
My personal philosophy is based entirely in relativity and if you search for trends within how I live my life, you won't find many. I approach every situation and circumstance as if it is a new, different experience. I believe this is a large factor as to why I am often misunderstood. I am seemingly inconsistent. Because I am consistently misunderstood, I have built defense mechanisms in response. I am insecure about being misunderstood. The moment someone thinks they understand me, those defense mechanisms kick in and I question them and their intentions. This is the root cause of my cynicism. Not philosophical cynicism, cynicism as an assumption of negativity. Good intentions are irrelevant as good intentions are irrelevant to being truly understood. Even if one has good intentions, my cynicism remains in place as poor outcomes still occur due to a lack of understanding.
It doesn't matter how kind or positive someone is, if they add 2 and 2 together and get 5, confusion and misunderstanding is the result.
I am unsure how intelligent I may or may not be but I believe that this is a common trend and curse associated with intelligence and why intelligent people are often misunderstood, finding peace within solitude.
Assumptions of being understood within impossibilities of understanding.
Modern and ancient cynicism blend together with me as I also have found great disruption in my life relating to a general distrust of people. Everyone lies. Honest people don't exist. People are constantly lying to themself. Lying to others. I lie to myself. I lie to others. I am no different. The awareness of the lying is what creates the distrust and cynicism. Ignorance is bliss.
I am a cynic to my core, both ancient and modern. I'd be lying to you and myself to say otherwise. I live by relativity though and things can always change. To say that I will always and forever be a cynic is false. There have been periods of my life in which I have not been a cynic.
The ideology I am creating (spectrumism) is simple on the surface but rather complex at its core. My life and personal philosophy is helpful to understand if one wishes to fully understand it. It is not about how to live or be, it is about how to understand. Understanding the ideology means understanding that my personal life is irrelevant to the ideology. My personal life is just important to understand in understanding how and why I am creating it.
Depending on what happens, I may never release full details on the ideology.
I do not have the best life circumstances and I have already released more than enough for free. I need a foundation to continue working from.
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